Hey, mini spoons! So school ended for us yesterday...
Even though I should be happy, I'm feeling kind of upset. It's not that I'll miss my friends like everyone else, I'm actually going to miss my teachers and the work we got. I actually really liked all of my teachers, but not as much as the ones I had last year. Even though this year was hard, all of my teachers said it'll be even more challenging next year... ._____.|||| The fact that I'm taking all honors and an AP next year stresses me out. I mean, I've had to pull at least 15 all nighters this year. I'm also stressed out about the poeple in my classes next year. I had enough trouble making one friend in every class this year. VERY socially awkward. Like if you think you're awkward, gosh, if you even see me responding to a conversation...
Someone: hey, can I see your homework?
Me: *wait did they ask me for homework wait what I didn't hear them wait are they even talking to me, omgosh I think I'm taking too long to respond um um what do I say erm say yes say yes* uh erm share *IDIOT YOU SAID SHARE WHATS WRONG WITH YOU*
Someone: uh, can I see your homework?
Me: *nonono they repeated the question OMGOSH they're staring at me nono why am I blushing I don't have feelings for them omg they probably think i like them noooo* yes -gives hw and sweats uncontrollably while blushing- (note: this is actually a real conversation that I've had)
So yeah.... I'm not even exaggerating. I tend to stutter a lot when I talk and mess up my words. I'm a social butterfly on the net though! ^^ hehe. I love to make new friends though. I feel like typing expresses me better than my own voice. Sighs. Wow, what I just said is extremely irrelevant LOL
So, I'm totally stressing out over next year ;____; I have a feeling I won't have anyone who I knew this year in any of my classes next year. Plus, I have so much summer work. Sighs. Is this the life of a high school student. Wait, I have no life lol. okie I'm gonna end my post here before it becomes a 284 page essay.
Bye, little lamps! ^_^
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